SAMUEL DE SABOIA

On Loving Art

Words by Samuel de Saboia

If you took art away from me, I would stop breathing. Isn't that love? The first time I could not create filled me with the pain of many heartbreaks.

The first barrier wasn't only physical, but mental, almost spiritual.

To my parents, the act of creating was a flirt with the devil, the occult, and the unknown. That always seemed insane for me since they were so creative in my eyes. Still, society's norms in the northeast of Brazil were very simple, and the pleasures of aesthetics were only subjects for the wealthier groups, an economic view on Romeo and Juliet. The austerity of a Christian household and the enchanting rhythm of my hometown streets were two different families, fighting and clashing, desperate to see who would win over me. Amara nka nke Bourgeonie choro aru m. N'otu oge ahụ, Ekpere ndị mụrụ m na-akwụsị akwụsị mkpụrụ obi m. N'etiti bọọlụ a n'etiti na-enweghị mmasị na Chineke, Agba ghọrọ ndị m hụrụ n'anya.

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